WSW 34: Although Highly Educated, Acting Worse Than Demons

Verses 65-66

Recap

We have been working with this text Wheel of Sharp Weapons or Throwing Star Weapon, a Mahayana (Skt. Mahāyāna) training of attitudes. In the text, we have been dealing with self-cherishing and grasping for ourselves to exist as a solid “me.” We went through a large section in which we saw how this was behind all the different types of sufferings that we experience. There was a long list of different problems that we face, what the karmic cause for that was and we saw that that karmic cause traces back to self-cherishing and so we found in the text what we could do to change our behavior. In order to help us to overcome the self-cherishing that was behind our mistaken actions, we did the tonglen practice of taking on all those problems from others as well and giving them the same type of change in behavior that we would put into effect ourselves. 

Then we went into the second section, which deals with grasping for a “true me,” a “true self,” and how this causes further problems: that we aim for something and yet our actual behavior is quite different; things turn out differently from what we are wanting and that due to grasping to ourselves to exist as a “true self,” a solid “me.” We are also invoking the very strong force of Yamantaka (Skt. Yamāntaka) within us to smash through this self-cherishing, this grasping for a “me,” in order to change the whole situation, because when we are under the influence of this grasping for the solid “me” and we experience all these various hindrances that come up from that, not only does it cause us suffering, but it really prevents us from being able to help others. This is the whole point in Mahayana, wanting to be able to help others; it’s not just wanting to get rid of our own suffering. All the various problems and things that come up from this selfishness and thinking just in terms of “me,” and conceiving of ourselves in terms of this solid “me,” just really prevent us from being of help to others; it just makes us cause problems for others instead. That’s really the aim here, the motivation for why we want to change and why we need to smash through the selfishness. 

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